Its funny, I know that no one else reads these posts or visits this blog but I don't know if I care all that much. I started this out of boredness; but I think its beginning to develop into something else. Maybe if something happens to me, if I'm forever damned maybe someone could find this blog, and it can be considered my contribution to the world; a DNA segment implanted in the genealogy of our planet.
Maybe this blog is all I can contribute to the world; I have so many aspirations and dreams but I'm too scared to go after them; I'm to scared to create, and in the words of one of my greatest inspirations "if you are too scared to begin creating things, then you are doomed to never create anything". I know that I should just go for it, the left part of my brain wants me to think logically; to get a practical career which is remotely related to the field that I am interested in, but my right brain and even my heart are against the idea; that part of me doesn't want this blog to be the only creative aspect displayed by me, I don't want it to be the only thing left of me but I think the more logical part of my brain is winning the fight. I don't believe in a God anymore, other religions have beautiful concepts of afterlives and reencarnations but if I don't believe then why should I get a second chance to alter any of my faults in my previous lives.
This is the only one I have, and I don't want to waste it.
The real question is, how do I start?
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